Well, a quick update…My son is doing some better. He was able to maneuver the walker and get thru the house this morning. I hope he will do what he is supposed to do! (I’m a pushy mother!) So, maybe he can’t start to heal, without staying in bed all day today!!!
Now, my next frustration!!! I haven’t felt well for years…you can imagine how frustrated I am. Everyone says how wonderful I look. I just don’t know how to make them understand, the problems I have are internal. It may not show in my “looks” but the pain and issues are real. I try not to take pain medication during the day because I never know when I will get a call from someone saying, “I need…”.
My husband said I have to learn how to say, “NO”. I just don’t feel good if I don’t help out whoever it is that needs help. The problem is, I usually end up hurting worse after I do the “whatever” it is someone needs.
It makes me want to run away to a faraway island with no way to get back!!!
So, for today, I think I will turn off the phones, lock myself in the house and work on the writing I have neglected for months. What do you think????